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Ah well. written @ 8:50 PM on July 08, 2003 I'm so tired. I spent nearly all day at work, and then I came home only to start work on my second job. And that show opens in little over a week. And, no, the sets are not done. I need to make one more stop to Home Depot. I may yet do that tonight... but I'm so exhausted, I can't even fathom driving. *** I've been rethinking a lot of things lately. One epiphany I've had (well, never really an epiphany...) is that I have obsessive compulsive disorder. That's not news, but I've only truly "realized" it. And you can best be sure I don't give a damn. Secondly, I want to learn languages. Lots of languages. French, Czech, Spanish, Russian, Italian, and Arabic-- right in that order for starters. Third, I want every Middle Eastern history book I can get my hands on. I've suddenly been hooked on it-- for no great reason either-- and it's led me to determine that I had multiple past lives there. Not that we'll ever know that for sure. A pox on trances! Fourth, I've been thinking about a lot of other things on the side, but I can't really put them down here due to my fatigue. I'm a little overwhelmed with work right now, and then I have found some clues to my dead end genealogy research that pulls my attention elsewhere. I'm rethinking my website, my belief system, my values, my personality, having doubts about a lot of things (including some of the afore mentioned), still seething from my dentist visit yesterday-- everything from the important to the downright mundane. Of course, part of the reason why I have the blues now is because the goddamned air conditioner is broken, and it may be a few days before it is fixed... hence, I'm hot, the humidity is curling my hair in ways I never thought possible, and I'm snippy and irritable. Plus I think Christine has my props list that I need for work on Thursday. *sigh* What this all basically means is that I need a vacation. But there's no sign of that in sight either. I guess I just have to suck it up and carry on, eh?
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