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Over written @ 11:40 PM on June 10, 2004 I don't know how to begin. I'm so tired and my thoughts are so scattered that I can't even contemplate trying to write the closing of another chapter in my life. When I have enough time and energy and maybe even courage to do it, I'll tell the story. But for now, I just need to be alone with my own thoughts. I need to go somewhere. I need... something. My only comfort is knowing that one day my father will have to answer for everything he's done, be it to some person or to God. My only other comfort is that the battle is over. I don't have to worry about what's going to happen anymore. And for that I feel a great weight lifted from my shoulders. I can grieve. And then I can move on. What's going to happen will be finalized in the next few weeks. Tonight Dad told my brother and me that he and Mom are divorcing. Yeah, I knew it would happen. We all did. It doesn't change the fact that it broke my heart. No matter how long you prepare for it, you're never ready to hear those words. He didn't even have the decency to wait until after my brother graduated from high school. And now we might be moving. The story of my life.
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