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Reality, be Damned written @ 10:37 PM on April 20, 2003 It's an odd feeling I'm adapting to: somehow, a part of me feels like I damned my soul. But if I have-- and I do not think I did necessarily-- at least it wasn't sacrificed on me and what I wanted. I feel like I've at least done some good. *** I think my friend Cassie was raped this weekend by her longtime boyfriend. Ryan lives in New York, and they've had this long distance relationship for two and a half years now. I thought it was just the storm initially that has everyone around here frazzled, but my intuition told me that something was not quite right with Cassie when I saw her. Then I learned from Sarah, her roommate, that something awful happened. And then that would explain why I've heard whisperings such as, "I knew it. I told her she shouldn't be going to that hotel..." Well, Cassie trusts me. She'll tell me what I need to know when she's ready. She'll be okay; she's strong like that.... Well, not strong enough that she'll be able to handle it by herself, now that I think about it, but you can best be sure that if Ryan calls her, Sarah is going to have a conniption and that'll be the end of it. Maybe. My sixth sense tells me that Cassie is very confused right now, she's trying to suppress whatever happened this weekend, and she's trying to focus a little too much on her homework. I want to talk to her, but then I know I shouldn't do that just yet, she's not ready, she needs Sarah first-- if anyone.
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