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A Darker Half written @ 12:45 PM on November 10, 2002 God, I'm so weird. Some days I just wake up, take a long good look in the mirror, and say, "God, I am so weird. Why?" Why? I know why. I partly blame my social life from elementary school and junior high. Those people made me crazy. But aside from that, I'm an exhibitionist, a showoff who craves attention for minute things, an artist with one foot in the studio and another in the theater to top things off, someone who *has* to do things a different way, a halfbreed on so many levels, and naturally vain. I try to suppress all those things, but let's be honest here-- Sam Reno is extraordinarily vain under the facade of virtue. And she talks in the third person to be different. And cute. Oh yes. Sam Reno can't escape wanting to be cute. I'm thinking of starting a second diary for "dark thoughts." It would be password protected. I couldn't let anyone see what I would write there. But then I think a diary is a diary, something meant to reveal all levels of a person's natural being. Still, the dark side of a soul is quite fascinating to me. I've been toying with the idea for some weeks now, wondering what mine is like. I even know what screen name I would use for it. But there's that exhibitionist side of me again. I can be awful sometimes.
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