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The End of Another Year written @ 6:35 PM on May 14, 2002 Tomorrow I turn 18. This is truly a turning point in the history of one life, the true marking of the end of childhood. Except for me. I think everyone should be a little kid forever, or at least retain some precious something from the past. The past, after all, defines the identity of today, which inspires the individual of the future. When I look back on "Age 17," I think, wow, have I ever strayed from the path I had planned. I have changed a lot. There was a time when I had accepted myself, but I think I strayed too much from my path. It's time to change again, I think, and evolve into something better. Like my novels, I try to constantly revise aspects of my life to make things better, both for my characters and me. Change is a good thing, and that's hard for someone who was born under the Taurus sun to easily accept at times. I like to hold steadfast to traditions and keep to familiar ground, but I understand the importance of self-change and modifying what is worn to create an elaborate quilt of life. So with less than a day left in childhood, I would like to make a formal goodbye, if only I can take my old toys with me. My personal new year occurs on my birthday because it happens to be a time when life is about to change anyway with spring and the discontinue of school. And that's always a great time to perk up and see what tomorrow will bring. Everything changes. Memories are the only thing that is truly important.
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