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A Letter to Zach... sort of written @ 4:28 PM on May 14, 2003 Hi Zach. Sorry it took so long to reply to you; I was moving out. I enjoyed lunch last Thursday and I enjoyed your company. I think you're one of the finer guys on the campus. But I want to make it clear that I am not ready for a relationship at this point in time. I'm entering a period of my life where there will be a lot of changes and choices that I need to make, and I don't want a relationship hindering or ruining the friendship that we have. So if we could just take this day by day, I'd greatly appreciate it. Thank you for your kind words, though. Hopefully we can get together sometime this summer! Sam *** Does that sound too business-like and bitchy? Oh well. I guess we'll find out, eh? *** Spent the day cleaning my room and around the house, unpacking my Shit left over from the dorm. I'm pondering turning 19 tomorrow. God, that sounds so strange. I feel like I'm 14 or 15. Well, maybe at heart. *wink* Of course, I thought it was weird turning 18 last May 15th. And 17 didn't feel right either. Jeez, I wonder what it's going to be like turning 40. *horrified stare* I guess it feels odd because over 100 years ago I would have been considered nearing old maid status. And my angel knows that my mind is never quite in the present... which makes me wonder what the hell happened in my past lives, if to better understand where I am now. My sixth sense tells me that I'll know soon enough. Mmmmm, Sam the Shaman. I've come to the conclusion that I see my life as a Mucha painting. *** Speaking of my sixth sense, I had a peculiar vision today. The television was on CNN, and they were broadcasting live from the White House as I was putting stuff away. Suddenly, I had a premonition of a very large war that is going to occur within my lifetime. A big one. Like WWII status big, if not bigger. It was so... weird. And devastating. It flashed before my eyes and was gone. I saw images of a desert. I felt hot wind on my face. I was under some kind of understanding that dozens of countries were involved with this, and it was the Middle East, Asia, countries in Africa and one or two in Europe that were against the U.S. Or some kind of odd combination like that. I had a feeling that I was going to be much older when this occurred. Kind of bizarre, I know. *** Going out to get some coffee with Ashley tonight! Mmmm, hazelnut mocha...
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