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Lesson of the Day: Know What You're Doing written @ 9:44 PM on March 16, 2004 As you might have gleamed from my last two or so entries, I've had a small case of the blues ever since the last day or two before the end of my spring break... due to a few reasons, few of which I have the patience to explain here. Just one of those days, you know? For me it was more of a matter of "thinking too much." Thinking too much about life, thinking too much about people, thinking too goddamned much about my problems. And I don't really have that many problems, when one thinks about it. My problems I bring upon myself anyway. Mostly I was thinking too much about art and where I fit in the grand scheme of what art is to me. I've been feeling a lack of passion, of unoriginality, and faith in my work. I think this happens to all artists once in a while, and it's quick to pass, but when it strikes-- damn, it sucks when it does. Anyhoo, all that has passed and I'm feeling refreshed about things in general. Good news, actually. I ended up getting two of my figure drawings into the juried art show. The show opens Thursday, now that I think about it, so I'll be prowling the gallery around that time. I don't expect them to win anything, but with these kind of shows you never know. We'll see. For the play we've begun hanging the camouflage netting around the Black Box. It's looking sweet! I have my moments of realized brilliance, after all. *wink* I need to buy film this weekend so I can begin my official scenic design portfolio... I wish I had a digital camera, but maybe I'll buy a nice one the further I get in my graphic design classes, aka "the other major." The show opens next Thursday, and I'm getting the proverbial butterflies in my stomach. Scenery is not something people usually comment on unless it's really ingenius, so my butterflies are mostly for the hopes that everything simply looks beautiful and nothing goes wrong. This has been one hell of a learning experience and I never expected it to be a smooth run, but fortunately my experience has been such that I would do it all over again. And now that I know what I'm doing, things can only get better, right? It always helps to know what you're doing *note my sarcasm*!
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